妈妈身体不舒服，可是却不要去看医生。。。我很为她担心。。。努力劝她去看医生，她说好，结果挂了电话之后跟小妹说她只是骗我们而已。。。为什么要这样？ :(

我在这里，什么都做不到。。。我只能每天为妈妈念经，祈祷，祈求佛菩萨保佑妈妈远离病魔。。。

新年要到了，我在听新年歌。。。

然后我在想。。。一年一年过去了，我长大了。。。

我时时刻刻都对自己承诺一定要好好照顾妈妈。。。我要努力工作，赚钱。。。

每次想到妈妈受到很多很多的委屈，我都很难过，心很痛。。。

虽然我可能不能给妈妈富裕的生活。。。但是我希望我能让她成为世上最幸福的妈妈。。。

祈求佛菩萨保佑我妈妈健康平安长寿，让我有机会好好照顾妈妈。。。

妈妈照顾了我和妹妹20多年，受尽了委屈，我最敬爱的妈妈，你的付出，我这辈子都还不完。。。

我爱你，非常非常地爱，虽然有时候我的脾气是坏了一些，性子急了一些，可是爱你的心是最最真诚的。。。

从我懂事开始，我都不断地提醒自己一定要成为一个孝顺的孩子，我一定要好好孝顺你。。。我害怕自己会忘记自己的承诺，所以我一直都在提醒自己。。。

妈妈，我要让你成为最幸福的妈妈。。。

This is a post i saw somewhere... 

Somebody asked me: "You're a Doctor? How
much do you make?" I replied: "HOW MUCH
DO I MAKE?" ... I can make holding your hand
seem like the most important thing in the world
when you're scared... I can make your child
breathe when they stop... I can help your father
survive a heart attack... I can make myself get
up at 4AM to make sure your mother has the
medicine she needs to live...and I will work
straight through until 4am to keep her alive
and start the day all over again! I work all day
to save the lives of strangers... I will drop
everything and run a code blue for hours trying
to keep you alive!!! I make my family wait for
dinner until I know your family member is
taken care of... I make myself skip lunch so
that I can make sure that everything I did for
your wife today was correct... I work weekends
and holidays and all through the night because
people don't just get sick Monday though
Saturday and during normal working hours.
Today, I might save your life. How much do I
make? All I know is, I make a difference.

Hmm.. After being a medical student for so many years, I somehow develop a different feeling towards medicine... I used to resist to become a doctor... But today, I think that, actually it's not that bad being a doctor after all... LOL... I think I'll like who I'm in the future, like the way I'm going to lead my life... XD

Looking forward to starting my new journey... another new chapter of my life... hopefully it's a meaningful one... XD